The good news is that the tumour has not gotten bigger since the last scan. The tumour is the same size at what it was a year ago, i.e. 8cm x 10cm.
I discussed the results with my liver surgeon. He confirmed that it seems like the tumour has now settled into the size it was before the rupture. We obviously don't know for sure whether this is the size it was before the rupture, but it seems logical that over the past 3 years the blood from the rupture has dissolved/been processed and now all that remains is the 'original' sized tumour.
Again, same as before, my surgeon has confirmed that I am not a suitable candidate for a rescession because the tumour is situated in a very tricky spot (an operation would be very high risk because the tumour is literally surrounded by all the major veins and arteries to/from my heart & supplying blood to my liver, all of which I need in order to survive - he said that if we try and remove it, it would be like trying to change the spark plugs of a car through its exhaust while the engine was running!). He suggested that all we can do is continue to monitor annually.
I am now 38 years old and don't have any children. Although my husband and I are not 'broody', my mom asked me to ask the surgeon whether I could safely get pregnant. He could not give me a firm answer on this and said he was soon going to attend a conference with a bunch of other liver surgeons from all over the world and would make some enquiries about this (pregnancy after rupture of HA) to see what he can find out. (by the way, I told him about my blog and said to him that he must let other patients know in case they are looking for support on line :) I also told him about some of the things you guys have shared with me, much of which he found of interest, for example that many of you are reporting that you have multiple HAs and have never been on the pill. I said to him that I think that we should all be involved in a study to get to the bottom of things.
I also asked him whether he thought there was a risk of my HA rupturing again. He felt pretty confident that I don't have to worry about this because the 'main' blood supply to the tumour was 'cut off' when they performed the embolisation on me. He confirmed that the tumour is still surrounded by many tiny blood vessels the size of hair, but that the rupture was at the large vessel that was feeding it blood and which was more like the size of a pencil (the vessel that was 'shut'/closed by way of embolisation). He said that there is not much risk with the tiny blood vessels surrounding the tumour now. This is such a relief for me because re-rupture was one of my worst fears.
For the first time ever, I asked my doc to take me through what happened when the rupture took place 3 years ago because I always heard all the information 2nd hand from my family and actually didn't really understand everything. While I was in ICU after it happened, I was so drugged up that I couldn't register what was happening. Then, 3 weeks afterwards when I was released from hospital, I was so afraid for the first year, that I couldn't really face it all. Something new he told me which I didn't know is that when I had the rupture, that the bleed was first 'into' the tumour, the tumour 'blowing' up like a balloon until the tumour actually burst, bleeding into my abdomen. He said at the worse part of it, my tumour was literally the diameter of a ruler! After the rupture, it reduced after it bled out and then over the past 3 years it reduced in size as the blood slowly was being processed through my body.
Well I think I have covered everything discussed with my doc, but if I remember anything else, I promise to share.
(holding my breath!...)Some other very significant and incredible news I have to report is that as from the beginning of August (2013), I have been feeling A GREAT DEAL BETTER. I've felt reluctant to share this with anyone because I was just waiting to feel terrible again because I know my symptoms happen in cycles, but I am certain now that it has been long enough to honestly say I am feeling better. My symptoms that were giving me so many troubles and really impacting my quality of life seem to be practically gone. I am knocking on wood here because I really hope this lasts and it is not just a brief period of relief.
I am continuing to keep my diary of everything I do each day (diet, bowel movements, symptoms) to see if I can figure out the mystery of what is going on with me. I strongly suggest you do the same. Keeping a log of everything, religiously, really helps a lot, psychologically speaking, and, who knows, maybe we can learn something from keeping a good record of what is happening to us.
Will keep you posted regarding any further news. Please also keep me posted regarding how all of you are doing. If you have not yet signed up as a follower of my blog please do so now. My dream is to start a proper forum and international support group for all hepatic adenoma sufferers. Keep your chin up and sending all of you LOADS AND LOADS of strength. Love, Ninette
So glad to have found your page. Like many others mine was found screening for something else (colon polyp). I have a MRI tomorrow. CT scan shows it is currently 6cm x 10cm. Very interested to see what your doc says about a baby. I was in the process of trying but have now stopped due to finding out. I was on clomid for one cycle but that may not be an option now.
ReplyDeleteHello and thank you for starting this blog! Has anyone had a pregnancy after being diagnosed with HA? Did you have pain associated with its growth during this time?
ReplyDeleteI started with a 4cm, which got smaller after stopping BC, but after a one-week pregnancy (miscarried) I was already starting to feel the familiar bile duct pains, most likely due to the tumor coming alive again (it was found right next to my gallbladder when they had to remove my gallbladder due to calcification/small stones). I actually think the tumor caused the problem with the bile ducts that ultimately destroyed my gallbladder, and I am nervous about trying to conceive again--wondering what is in store as far as pain, etc.
Thank you for your help and any advice!
Sherry
Hi Sherry, let us know about your experience if you decided to have a baby.
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